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Friday, June 18, 2010; 9:03 PM
I DUN KNOW WAT TO SAY NOW. I JUST WAN TO SAY THAT I HAVEN DONE MY BEST IN TRYING TO WOO U. I'M SIMPLY A FAILURE IN LIFE. I JUST SOMEHOW CANT TAKE REJECTION THAT WHY I NV INTEND TO ASK U ANYTHING. THE FURTHEST I CAN GO IS TO TELL U THAT I LIKE U ON THAT PATHETIC BIRTHDAY CARD. I KNOW SOMEHOW U WILL IGNORE IT AND PRETEND THAT NOTHING HAPPEN. BUT CAN U AT LEAST GIVE ME A REPLY BACK THEN? SOMEHOW I WILL NOT FEEL SO HURT THAN WHAT I SUFFER FROM NOW. I DUN BLAME U FOR ANYTHING CAUSE I THINK ITS ALL MY FAULT FOR BELIEVING THAT YOU WILL LIKE ME FOR A CHANGE. I WAS NAVIE AND STUPID. I COULD HAVE GUESS IT LONG TIME AGO LE. BUT EVERYDAY I WOULD JUST STAY BY MY BLOODY PHONE AND WAITING.. WAITING FOR U TO REPLY. DO U KNOW?WHENEVER I'M DOWN, I MESSAGE U. I DIDN'T WANT U TO CONSOLE ME OR WHAT BUT IN FACT WHAT I WISH FOR, WAS YOUR REPLY. SOMEHOW YOUR REPLY TO ME WILL LIGHTEN THE MOOD FOR ME. TAKE FOR EXAMPLE , THAT DAY WHEN I TELL U THAT I HAVE DIFFCULTIES ON A MATH AND I ASK YOU FOR HELP. U TRIED TO HELP BUT YOU JUST COULDN'T CAUSE YOU ARE IN SCHOOL. I CAN UNDERSTAND THAT. BUT I FIGHT ON WITH THAT. CAUSE OF UR SUPPORT AND BELIEVES, I ASK FOR HELP AROUND MY CLASS. AND SURPRISING I GET A B FOR THAT AND THE TEACHER'S COMMENT ON IT WAS GREAT. I TEXTED YOU THE NIGHT THAT I KNOW MY RESULT. BUT YOU NEVER REPLY ME. HOWEVER THIS DOESN'T STOP ME, THE NEXT DAY I TEXT YOU AGAIN, YAY! YOU REPLY. SAYING GOOD JOB AND BYE :). WELL, I TELL MYSELF: "HEY AT LEAST SHE REPLY YOU'
I DON'T KNOW WHETHER I SHOULD CONTINUE OR NOT. BUT IF I WANT TO CONTINUE, THERE IS ALWAYS A MEMORY OF THAT DAY. THE TWO DAYS WHICH CAUSE ME A BREAKDOWN. I DON'T KNOW WHETHER I CAN TAKE IT AGAIN. I DON'T WANT THE PEOPLE AROUND ME TO BE TROUBLE BY ME ALL OVER AGAIN. I HAVE CAUSE ENOUGH TROUBLE TO THEM. BUT IF I DONT, I WILL BE WORRIED FOR YOU. I WILL NOT FOCUS WELL AS I WILL HAVE A MINDS FULL OF THOUGHTS OF THAT GUY WHOM YOU LIKE MAKING YOU NOT SMILING EVERYDAY. I REALLY WISH THAT I CAN KNOW WHO THE GUY IS. BUT I WILL NOT LAY A FINGER ON HIM I PROMISE YOU. BUT IF HE HURT YOU, I WILL NOT CARE WHAT U TELL ME AND I WILL STRAIGHT COME TO SCHOOL EVEN IF I HAD TO BRAGE IN AND WHACK HIM.
Monday, March 29, 2010; 2:13 AM
its dead sia! my fking blog is so dead
Sunday, September 6, 2009; 7:20 PM
las week not so good as in i flunked my geog...study so hard in the end stilll fail... sian sia...before tat my chem paper also not very well done... score veri low mark instead of passing
Tuesday, April 28, 2009; 3:55 AM
1. Dont hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she'll feel left out
2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second.
3. Hug her from behind
4. Leave her voice messages to wake up.
5. Wrestle with her
6. Don't go hang out with your ex when shes not with you, you might not realize how badly it hurts her.
7. If you're talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and
hug her and kiss her.... let her know she's yours and they aren't.
8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"..and not just at night after you've already been out with other girls.
9. Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend.
10. Play with her hair.
11. Pick her up
12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it.
13. Make her laugh, if you can make her laugh, you can make her do
anything.
14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.
15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.
16. If you care about her, then tell her
17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal(she'll hug it every time she goes to sleep), jewelry (she'll treasure it forever), and one of his t-shirts (she'll most likely wear it to bed).
18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.
19. Look her in the eyes and smile.
20. Hang out with her on weekends
21. Kiss her in the rain
22. Kiss her just for the heck of it
23. If your listening to music, let her listen too.
24. Remember her birthday and get her something, even if
its simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it means all the world to HER. it's the thought that counts.
25. When she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don't (it'll make her happy.)
26. Always call her when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think you don't care so call even if you can only talk for a minute. Girls don't necessarily have to have hour-long conversations every night but its nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello.
27. Give her what she wants
28. Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.
29. Tell her shes beautiful, she needs to know her striving is working.
30. Hang out with her whenever you are free and u should be free to hang
with your girlfriend all the time
31. If u care about her...SHOW her!
Guys repost this if u would do it...
Girls repost this if u think its sweet...
Repost this as "31 Ways To Make A Girl Smile"
If you don't then you'll have trouble with your loved one
Friday, March 27, 2009; 6:22 PM
xie xie ni guo wo de ai!... i wan to thank my buddy, and her.... thank you for bein wit me those camps days....