LOVE is such a pain in my Ass

2010-06-18T21:03:00.000-07:00

I DUN KNOW WAT TO SAY NOW. I JUST WAN TO SAY THAT I HAVEN DONE MY BEST IN TRYING TO WOO U. I'M SIMPLY A FAILURE IN LIFE. I JUST SOMEHOW CANT TAKE REJECTION THAT WHY I NV INTEND TO ASK U ANYTHING. THE FURTHEST I CAN GO IS TO TELL U THAT I LIKE U ON THAT PATHETIC BIRTHDAY CARD. I KNOW SOMEHOW U WILL IGNORE IT AND PRETEND THAT NOTHING HAPPEN. BUT CAN U AT LEAST GIVE ME A REPLY BACK THEN? SOMEHOW I WILL NOT FEEL SO HURT THAN WHAT I SUFFER FROM NOW. I DUN BLAME U FOR ANYTHING CAUSE I THINK ITS ALL MY FAULT FOR BELIEVING THAT YOU WILL LIKE ME FOR A CHANGE. I WAS NAVIE AND STUPID. I COULD HAVE GUESS IT LONG TIME AGO LE. BUT EVERYDAY I WOULD JUST STAY BY MY BLOODY PHONE AND WAITING.. WAITING FOR U TO REPLY. DO U KNOW?

WHENEVER I'M DOWN, I MESSAGE U. I DIDN'T WANT U TO CONSOLE ME OR WHAT BUT IN FACT WHAT I WISH FOR, WAS YOUR REPLY. SOMEHOW YOUR REPLY TO ME WILL LIGHTEN THE MOOD FOR ME. TAKE FOR EXAMPLE , THAT DAY WHEN I TELL U THAT I HAVE DIFFCULTIES ON A MATH AND I ASK YOU FOR HELP. U TRIED TO HELP BUT YOU JUST COULDN'T CAUSE YOU ARE IN SCHOOL. I CAN UNDERSTAND THAT. BUT I FIGHT ON WITH THAT. CAUSE OF UR SUPPORT AND BELIEVES, I ASK FOR HELP AROUND MY CLASS. AND SURPRISING I GET A B FOR THAT AND THE TEACHER'S COMMENT ON IT WAS GREAT. I TEXTED YOU THE NIGHT THAT I KNOW MY RESULT. BUT YOU NEVER REPLY ME. HOWEVER THIS DOESN'T STOP ME, THE NEXT DAY I TEXT YOU AGAIN, YAY! YOU REPLY. SAYING GOOD JOB AND BYE :). WELL, I TELL MYSELF: "HEY AT LEAST SHE REPLY YOU'

I DON'T KNOW WHETHER I SHOULD CONTINUE OR NOT. BUT IF I WANT TO CONTINUE, THERE IS ALWAYS A MEMORY OF THAT DAY. THE TWO DAYS WHICH CAUSE ME A BREAKDOWN. I DON'T KNOW WHETHER I CAN TAKE IT AGAIN. I DON'T WANT THE PEOPLE AROUND ME TO BE TROUBLE BY ME ALL OVER AGAIN. I HAVE CAUSE ENOUGH TROUBLE TO THEM. BUT IF I DONT, I WILL BE WORRIED FOR YOU. I WILL NOT FOCUS WELL AS I WILL HAVE A MINDS FULL OF THOUGHTS OF THAT GUY WHOM YOU LIKE MAKING YOU NOT SMILING EVERYDAY. I REALLY WISH THAT I CAN KNOW WHO THE GUY IS. BUT I WILL NOT LAY A FINGER ON HIM I PROMISE YOU. BUT IF HE HURT YOU, I WILL NOT CARE WHAT U TELL ME AND I WILL STRAIGHT COME TO SCHOOL EVEN IF I HAD TO BRAGE IN AND WHACK HIM.

2010-03-29T02:13:00.000-07:00

its dead sia! my fking blog is so dead

2009-09-06T19:20:00.000-07:00

las week not so good as in i flunked my geog...study so hard in the end stilll fail... sian sia...before tat my chem paper also not very well done... score veri low mark instead of passing

2009-04-28T03:55:00.001-07:00

1. Dont hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she'll feel left out

2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second.

3. Hug her from behind

4. Leave her voice messages to wake up.

5. Wrestle with her

6. Don't go hang out with your ex when shes not with you, you might not realize how badly it hurts her.

7. If you're talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and

hug her and kiss her.... let her know she's yours and they aren't.

8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"..and not just at night after you've already been out with other girls.

9. Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend.

10. Play with her hair.

11. Pick her up

12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it.

13. Make her laugh, if you can make her laugh, you can make her do

anything.

14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.

15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.

16. If you care about her, then tell her

17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal(she'll hug it every time she goes to sleep), jewelry (she'll treasure it forever), and one of his t-shirts (she'll most likely wear it to bed).

18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.

19. Look her in the eyes and smile.

20. Hang out with her on weekends

21. Kiss her in the rain

22. Kiss her just for the heck of it

23. If your listening to music, let her listen too.

24. Remember her birthday and get her something, even if

its simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it means all the world to HER. it's the thought that counts.

25. When she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don't (it'll make her happy.)

26. Always call her when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think you don't care so call even if you can only talk for a minute. Girls don't necessarily have to have hour-long conversations every night but its nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello.

27. Give her what she wants

28. Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.

29. Tell her shes beautiful, she needs to know her striving is working.

30. Hang out with her whenever you are free and u should be free to hang

with your girlfriend all the time

31. If u care about her...SHOW her!

Guys repost this if u would do it...

Girls repost this if u think its sweet...

Repost this as "31 Ways To Make A Girl Smile"

If you don't then you'll have trouble with your loved one

2009-03-27T18:22:00.000-07:00

xie xie ni guo wo de ai!... i wan to thank my buddy, and her.... thank you for bein wit me those camps days....

2009-03-26T03:00:00.000-07:00

BUDDY! help me!... i tink i m forgetting everyt and anyt abt her...how?..then still gt 1 gal who kept messaging me then i abit lyk her...then how?

2009-03-18T20:09:00.000-07:00

Jux gt home from tat stupid camp yesterday....damn sucks!... wher gt camp light at 7 de... can say tat the camp was not properly plan...damn du lan for 1st day le then wher can enjoy for the nex two days...after tat i went on to message her... she ask me to control! control and control... its fun tok-ing to her...day 2 also very slack after outdoor then play bb le! haha.... then when i went for dinner... i saw her... the tiredness in her haix...

2009-03-13T21:02:00.000-07:00

Yesterday gt sport carnival.... 1st ting in the morning got suspend from Tan.... Wa... then i miss my class volleyball match! actually dun wan come de... but i tot of see-ing her for the last time then i go.... didnt get to see her till 11 plus lyk tat... after tat gt interview wit jasvin... told him tat i will end my scouting life, his reaction was damn stunned.... he ask me why i quit, then i say cause my dad dun allow me to go... he ask me to talk to lk but eventually i didnt cause.... i quit onli ma... it doesnt make any different in scout... wats more still gt minghan... after scout i want back home... then Eunice call to ask me out for dinner... dun know y or wat makes me go out wit her... JUX the 2 of us onli leh... i felt guilty after i saw her at lot 1 wit gh they all... so i now hereby say Sry ba....

2009-03-11T03:22:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is the day le...but i dun feel lyk giving her... i dunn know why but sth tells me not to giv... Haiz...i damn fan...life reali sux.

2009-02-28T02:39:00.000-08:00

I’m staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I’m going to the place where love
And feeling good don’t ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel’s a different kind of pain.

Well I’m going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I’m not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don’t regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I’m going home.
Well I’m going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I’ve not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, it makes true.
And I don’t know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I’m going home,
Back to the place where I belong,

And where your love has always been enough for me.
I’m not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don’t regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.

Be careful what you wish for,
‘Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don’t want.
Be careful what you wish for,
‘Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.

Oh, well I’m going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I’m not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don’t regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old,
So I’m going home.

2009-02-26T22:43:00.001-08:00

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

2009-02-26T00:01:00.000-08:00

YEAH!... i will take care of myself de! haha THE MONTH OF SICKNESS!... she told me to take care of myself!..haha
After that my DOTA own shit man!..hahas

2009-01-29T04:28:00.000-08:00

SIAN ARh!!! till now i cant believe i still avoid her.. wat to do... i m a useless person can even tok to her... onli dare to message her... i only wish tat my boss and buddy wint be so sad if not i doubt tat i have the mood... tings arent reali goin well late-ly... ting tat i do often cock up or i get myself bruise all over...wat to do... i m a useless anyway

2009-01-26T20:49:00.001-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!....haha i hve a wonderful time on the eve as she and me chat till late in the nite for the 1st time wahaha... we crack around and share jokes.... haha wat a time i will bear in mind as long as i love her.... i tink i reali cant do my days witout her....wit her my streak of wining whooo.... u dun wan to know.... my wish for tis new would be of cuz GOOD RESULT and ... HAHA...

2009-01-23T21:49:00.000-08:00

toda morning wake up first thing tat came to mine was HER. tinking about asking her whether can go her house play , but the truth is to see her...opps ...si bei sian i shouldnt have say anyt to her... i m regretting now....
i went to quen house suddenly i wonder why she haven reply me... haha then she reply... i was damn happy... the message be4 was ask her wat time she recieve my las message... she say its was 7plus... haha i told her tat my message didnt get to her and she say NO WONDER!...wahaha si bei happy liao la.... was i tink too much abt it or jux..... haha

2009-01-22T22:10:00.000-08:00

yesterday i went to chiew shuan mother death ting, before go there i was tink abt her. tinking whether she will be happy if i tok to her more. suddenly i miss her alot.although i dun love her le. but that a lie tat i can convince everyone expect my BUDDIES!... i reali dun have the courage to tok to her ever since tat day... for now on wards i will not tok le... unless i was bein force all that i will do is to message her onli. cause i know tat wo bu pei her... the onli one tat suit her would be him...as they all always say him and her

2008-12-31T01:58:00.000-08:00

i dun know what to do sia.she dun reply my message.avoid me a little tat what i felt.Sian!...i feel tat somehow she knows tat i lyk her liao.. i tink we wouldn t be so close le ba..maybe i should leave her alone to study for O 's ba... bi jin tat is more important than a relationship.WA..damn sian holi so early end le... didn't get to spent wit her at all... she told me tat after N's we go celebrate de...but until now it's nth..haha..use to it le...XD

2008-12-27T18:09:00.000-08:00

On Christmas, go to east coast wit yy they all. Quite fun.But Quite Sian also cause nth to do.Very Sian also because me & yy got to run about. cause rudi and jie bei gum wit each other. Tat would be the most tiring day loh

2008-12-21T22:08:00.001-08:00

My first post here:D
Post more others day!